jaded gloom

from a consumerist point of view i should be totally exited about the upcoming summer: fingathing just released a new record, chuck palahniuk is releasing two new books, stranger than fiction and nonfiction, alex garland his 3rd the coma, the euro 2004 in portugal will be on [and switzerland participating], a guy i know will open a new indian restaurant/take away called mahamaya in bern, something that has been lacking so very much in this town, and the river will be a great swim, as usual…
usually these kindsa things tend to exite me – at least a little. but not this year. i feel glooomy instead. jaded. and sooo tired… ugh
is this the so-called mid-life crisis?
can’t be, or can it? my life has been one big crisis all along, so how could there be a mid-life crisis…
i need a fresh new impulse, yup. so what will it be? what door will open for me? will happiness find me?
[oder: wenigstens der neue zueri west song gibt einem hoffnung…]

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Jan Zuppinger has been writing this blog since 2002. He likes to grow vegetables. He likes to eat them too. He has opinions on everything, but sadly no one cares. Jan Zuppinger is not joking, just joking, he is joking, just joking, he's not joking. *click.