where is this going?

i am aware, that i have not been very vulnerable lately in my blog. it’s because i have nothing personal to say. nothing new anyway…
so i am afraid this has turned into a regular been-there-done-that blog. pseudo-journalism, is what we call it in our more lucid moments.
my life is inna rut. still!
for the umpteens time.
what should i do next?
the only thing i am good at is telling people what’s cool. so that should make me a hip-scout or a journalist. but i am too old to be a hip-scout and not ambitious enough to be a journalist [because journalism nowadays is more about good use of ellbows than writing skills]
so i have been keeping myself busy, is all.
but my manic phase is wearing off. i am faced with this huge emptiness, that i have been trying to avoid.
where is this going?

About Jan Zuppinger

Jan Zuppinger has been writing this blog since 2002. He likes to grow vegetables. He likes to eat them too. He has opinions on everything, but sadly no one cares. Jan Zuppinger is not joking, just joking, he is joking, just joking, he's not joking. *click.